How’s It Going?
So, its been a while. Since you’ve heard from me, since I’ve posted to my blog or any social media account. Yet, I feel like today is the day to come back. To make a triumphant return to the writing world. Well, I wish that was the case. Unfortunately, I still have a lot of the same doubts about my writing as I did when I took my “short break”. I still suffer from depression, suicidal ideation, and anxiety every single day. Most days I don’t want to get out of bed, let alone write a compelling article for my blog. The thing is, while my little community that I’ve built may not be as large as Id like after almost a year of blogging, I also have been silent for the past few months, and much less active long before that. It’s my own fault for not fostering the community that I was trying to build. Its like building your house from the top down, it just doesn’t make any sense. I have a lot to apologize for, to all of you who take time from your busy days to read the ramblings of a complete stranger on the internet. Even now, I have several ideas for articles floating around my head, but I’m like a kid chasing butterflies, they’re so hard to pin down and get onto paper. I suppose that is the fault of my depression, making my head feel so cluttered and noisy. Nevertheless, I am going to put my heart into it this time, and really try to write things that I’m proud of, and that I hope you enjoy reading. For now, I’m going to give my head a rest, and work on another project that I’m trying to bring to my blog. So, this is goodbye for now, but not for long, this time.